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Advanced Global Personality Test Results

2005-11-17T10:51:00.000-08:00

Extraversion |||||||||||| 50%
Stability |||||||||||| 46%
Orderliness |||||||||||||| 60%
Accommodation |||||||||||||||| 63%
Interdependence |||||||||||||| 56%
Intellectual |||||||||| 36%
Mystical |||||||||||||| 56%
Artistic |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Religious |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Hedonism || 10%
Materialism |||||| 30%
Narcissism |||||||||||||| 56%
Adventurousness |||||||||||||| 56%
Work ethic |||||||||||| 50%
Self absorbed |||||||||| 36%
Conflict seeking |||||||||||| 43%
Need to dominate |||||||||||| 50%

Romantic |||||||||||| 50%
Avoidant |||||||||||| 50%
Anti-authority |||||||||||| 50%
Wealth |||| 16%
Dependency |||||||||||| 43%
Change averse |||||||||||| 43%
Cautiousness |||||||||||||||| 70%
Individuality |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Sexuality |||||||||||| 50%
Peter pan complex |||||||||||||||| 63%
Physical security |||||||||||||| 56%
Physical fitness |||||||||||||||| 64%
Histrionic |||||||||||| 50%
Paranoia |||||||||||| 50%
Vanity |||||||||||| 50%
Hypersensitivity |||||||||| 36%
Female cliche |||||||||||||||| 63%

Stability results were medium which suggests you are moderately relaxed, calm, secure, and optimistic.

Orderliness results were moderately high which suggests you are, at times, overly organized, reliable, neat, and hard working at the expense of flexibility, efficiency, spontaneity, and fun.

Extraversion results were medium which suggests you are moderately talkative, outgoing, sociable and interacting.

trait snapshot:
clean, organized, dislikes chaos, semi neat freak, perfectionist, traditional, realist, fits in most places, enjoys managing others, risk averse, good at saving money, prudent, respects authority, high self control, hard working, does not like to stand out, follows the rules, finisher, resilient, takes precautions, cautious, honest, unfamiliar with the dark side of life, practical, dutiful

My Weekend

2005-08-15T19:21:00.000-07:00

Had I good weekend..... started off good fri. night got my car!

It's 96 Toyota Camry Gold Addition

Needs some things done but I already love it. Sat. went to the Bikers weekend, hung out there for a while

had a couple of kegs(wink, wink)
Nathan seeing how heavy they are

Rachel just checking to make sure theres nothing left

And I ended the party with a splash

Thats about it to my weekend

Good old sweet Enon

2005-08-04T19:50:00.000-07:00

Home again..... its been nice. Though I miss Guatemala, Amber, Adrea and Bobby. Had an awesome time and life changing. So much happened that I don't think I can even start to tell. So been home for 4days now, got back last sat night/sunday morning. Got up went to church came home had lunch with the family and then had people over to swim. Went to youth group where we watched the goonies(good movie should watch it if never seen it before). Monday went to go see Charlie and the Chocolate Factory for my moms birthday, wasn't that great but wasn't to bad. Tues. hung around the house. Wed. went to Columbus to hung out with some friends. We hung around the mall for a while

Thats me going into a store thats not really there. It was just a painting on the where a store should be. Well thats it for now, till next month.....well Ill try to blog sooner. Check out my Flickr, got some of my mission trip pics.

David being random and dacing on the table. Love that about him.

We went to an Awesome store after the mall that Kait had been to and said it is the best store ever....... have to say it is one of the best. Wish we had stores like that around here. Went to target and then home. Today I just hung around the house, swam a little and enjoyed have my days totaly free and not to have to go to work yet. Start back sat., kind of looking forward to it. Miss my friends but really don't miss IGA to much....... wait take that back not at all!Oh and me and my parents are checking out a car tomorrow so lets keep our fingers crossed..........

The New

2005-06-30T22:09:00.000-07:00

Its the new, new blog, kinda new hair its blacker and shorter...... and I finally got registerd for classes at Sinclair...... after an hour of me and em trying. Started at....well 9ish I guess you could say becuase I got off work then. And didnt finish till 1 this morning. Well nice big storm here so Im off to bed.... have stayed up this late in a long time online.

No title

2005-06-30T10:51:00.000-07:00

Well my blog has changed.... Finally! It's all thanks to Em, she did everything. So thank you Em. This doesn't mean I'll be posting more though...... I just cant help that I don't get on a lot and never seem to ever have anything interesting to talk about. That and next monay I'll be leaving for camp and when I get back theres only a couple of days between it and the mission trip. Those days are already pretty packed. Larry might be going on the mission with us, so that will make 5 instead of 4 and more fun. Though who cant have fun with Kim and Danielle? Oh and Luke.

Oh and people if you would remember to say who it is when you leave a comment from now on! Thanks.

Blah

2005-06-11T09:19:00.000-07:00

Nice rainny day today......... so I don't have to go into work till 4 so I thought I could go swimming today but nope, stupid rain. Almost of the house to myself. Both em and liv are at work.... wow thats a first in...... forever that I'm home and liv isn't. Guess thats what happens when you get your sister a job at your work. Since blogs are boring with out pictures thought I'd throw some in this one.

These are from after my grad praty on the way to go see bobby and derek grad.

ME and Em did this last year but the picutre didn't come out that good so we thought we would try again this year.

Hey girls

2005-05-25T13:54:00.000-07:00

To all the girls if you have any pants you don't want, size 1-9 let me know becuase my friend Kevin needs some pants and he wanted me to ask. He says he can wear a 1 to a 9, I know he wears a 4 because from the last time we went shoping. So Becca about your comment, theres more then one guy I know that wears around my size! And I'm not THAT small.

Couple of the girls from IGA last sat. night. Don't tell anyone, we aren't allowed to "hourse around" and I guess we won't after this weekend since we are "getting cameras sometime this weekend".

Dustins came back

2005-05-24T10:46:00.000-07:00

What we did last night. After I got off work, just sat around talking while a couple of them played.

Dustin

What we did after everyone left. We were talking about what size Dustin wears in pants and he said I bet it's around your size.(talking to me) I said maybe, so Dustins said "Lets trade pants!" and...........

there you go.

Nice back view. Now whos butt is whos?

I kind of like his pants.... thought about keeping them, they fit good.

Prom 2005

2005-05-19T01:14:00.000-07:00

Me and Bobby

Me and Bobby AGAIN

Opps did I poke you?
We didn't end up getting the flowers.

Isn't it sooo pretty?

Group shot
Bobby, Me, Tim, Alesha, Derek and Diana.

Isnt that cute?
How many poses can one person do?

Derek eating ALL the cookies.

All that was left after Derek was done.

Oooh look at the hott guys!
Whole bunch of people I don't know.

All the ladys
More people I don't know

Work it Derek

Monkeys
See no evil(but look bobby is peeking), speak no evil and hear no evil.

Bobby and another girl
All I have to say is Bobby gets around.

Jessica and Me
It's ungodly how white I look or how dark Jessica is or both.

Erika, Ashley and Me

Fixing dereks car
Good times, took about 1/2 an hour

Looking good!
Bobby tried bothing this trucker to get a flash light, till I came out, told him BAD idea, come on waking up a trucker and then gave them the idea of turning on the head lights. What would these guys do with out girls?

Bobby and Diana dancing, trying to have fun while we wait.

Bobby smile!
Don't we look happy after we got the car started and no one died!

Liz

2005-04-25T18:19:00.000-07:00

Liz
Originally uploaded by oywidapoodles.

Drew this while I was at work. See how bored it can get? But makes the time go by faster, plus we always know how to have fun.
The Speech bubble says "Hi yall, I'm liz and I want a boyfriend with a BIG truck!'

Me... I think

2005-04-25T18:15:00.000-07:00

Me... I think
Originally uploaded by oywidapoodles.

Liz drew this. Crazy earings huh? Oh yeah thats a Ford truck.... not that I want one, liz does. She loves BIG trucks and the guys that go in them.

Liz and Me

2005-04-25T18:14:00.000-07:00

Liz and Me
Originally uploaded by oywidapoodles.

Riding the log...

2005-04-11T09:28:00.000-07:00

Riding the log...
Originally uploaded by EmoEm.

Everyone lean in and smile. Hill and Em started freaking out becuase they got stuck and didn't think they could get up or thought they were going to go falling down into the water.

Leiserely hike?

2005-04-11T09:25:00.000-07:00

Leiserely hike
Originally uploaded by EmoEm.

They never seem to end up being all that leiserely, but this one wasn't as bad as the last one. Didn't end up climbing any Mt.s. But don't we look good in a sunglasses, ready to be the coolest cats on the.......path.

Be a TiGer

2005-04-11T09:21:00.000-07:00

Cool cats
Originally uploaded by EmoEm.

All/most of us being tigers on the rock.....grrr. Well I'm not so sure what Hill is. We had to climb down a rock to get to these, wasn't a path to get to it and of course Aaron had to find a different way to get down.(more "challenging" way) They all taged along for my pictures.

The Way

2005-03-28T08:50:00.000-08:00

The Way
Originally uploaded by Kim_Chee.

Skit we did yesterday. This picture is from sat. practiced for 3whole hours! And OMG my legs, back hurt soooo bad! In this picture kim is playing Nathan, Em and her self, Could could have done the whole thing all by her self. Kim and "The 15men show". But it seems to go good, everyone said they loved it. Everyone did a good job, wasn't any big problems. A hand for everyone in it.

Aaron and that thang.

2005-03-24T20:20:00.000-08:00

Aaron and that thang.
Originally uploaded by Kim_Chee.

Here it is...... just tell me what you think..... got you thinking didn't I? Amber that it was the funniest thing ever. (Started crying)
And that was my weekend or sat.......

YUM?

2005-03-24T08:45:00.000-08:00

hmm...
Originally uploaded by Kim_Chee.

So sat. morning walk into the office and this is what I see...... must be break time. Guess Aaron was really hungry! One of the nastest things of seen. Licking the frosting off the paper, how hard up do people get? And what does Aaron say when I ask him what the heck he is doing? He just giggles..... like always. Guess it was a good thing we went out to lunch (at 4, a little late) to Wendy's and fed Aaron, who knows what else he would have done....... let's not even think. Had to rush home becuase my mom "needed the rav" even though when I got home she was just sending Joel to the store. There's another picture I need to find and post of him, had Amber crying becuase it was that funny.

My art work

2005-03-15T13:23:00.000-08:00

drawing
Originally uploaded by oywidapoodles.

Picture, yes of myself, that I have been working on for a while. Finally finished it last week. Sad when I dont have anything to working on. Like to draw, so now I have to find something new to draw.

My mom wants me to either draw something in color or free hand. Kind of scared to draw free hand, sure it wouldnt look to bad but Im the kind of person who likes things to be perfect. Draw in color wouldnt be to hard, maybe Ill just try doing both at the same time, just have to see. I have more, maybe someday Ill post them.

Trying to find pictures that I can work into my blogs. Makes things more interesting and give me something to blog about.

Our Family

2005-03-10T08:10:00.000-08:00

Our Family
Originally uploaded by oywidapoodles.

Kim drew this last weekend and stuck it up on the frig. Shes here every weekend...... gosh. Mom is first, then dad with some crazy glasses, joel nothing to weird about him, em some wacky hair, me look at my head its bigger then anyone elses!least she gave me short hair, liv with a tiny head and the shortes which shes not, kim got some wack hair too, suki and lady cant tell? their dogs. Dont ask me why all the girls only have skirts and the guys are even wearing anything.......ask kim

My lamp

2005-03-08T13:27:00.000-08:00

My lamp
Originally uploaded by oywidapoodles.

My lamp that I "made" a couple weeks ago. I recovered it, was an ugly old blue lamp that we had forever. Look what you can do with some glue and the internet. (got the pictures off line.)

A close up

2005-03-08T13:24:00.000-08:00

A close up
Originally uploaded by oywidapoodles.

See a nice job that I did. Was a pain in the butt.

Taxes......GED....College

2005-03-08T12:12:00.000-08:00

The great things that come with growing up, want it but dread at the same time

Good old taxes.......what fun. Though it will be nice to have the money when it gets back and doing it online makes it a lot easyer. Should get it back sooner too. Some more money to go towards a car.

So had orientation for my practice GED today. So now tomorrow at 8 in the freaken morning I get to get up and take the pratice, oh what fun. But it all goes good and everything works out I can take the GED next week. And if that all goes well and I pass, I can go to college this fall and Ill be "graduated" from high school. Know I shouldn't get my hopes up and I know whatever happens is Gods will for the best. Trying to prepare myself for the worse just in case. Wish me luck, or should I say pray...........

Being sick, not fun!

2005-02-28T18:08:00.000-08:00

Sitting here on the "sofa" watching summer land, becuase liv is watching it. Thats the only thing on, no everwood for........... a long time now. Which I dont mind to much becuase it been going down hill plus I like not having something to watch. So slepted most the day........ felt like crap last night, felt like crap this morning. Even called in and didnt go to work today. My boss sounded a little ticked, like it was my fault that I got sick..... which I thought was stupied becuase in....... a WHOLE year Iv been working there Iv called off ONCE and come in late one time(and that was becuase of the car crash). So that kind of ticked me off but I just took a nap.... for 3hours and dang that felt good! Just hoping I feel better tormorrow. I know Ill go to work but I was planing on going to this opening this for my practice GED. But Im starting to feel better and I just hope its not the flue.

The Girls

2005-02-25T16:23:00.000-08:00

group
Originally uploaded by Drummerchick.

Us girls. Im squished there in the middle almost blocking kim out of the picture. Had a nice spot on the end where you could see me good but got pushed from my spot.from left to right,back to front. Em(in yellow) Becca right next to her, Jernifer, Kim, Liv(taller then everyone else), Courntey(in blue), Cara(in purple) Liz, Me(little head squished between everyone), Danielle, Meg and Kayla(right in front)

The Guys

2005-02-25T16:18:00.000-08:00

Seriously Now
Originally uploaded by emoemolay.

Like always, way more girls then guy....why? Arent we pretty enough?

My sisters

2005-02-25T16:12:00.000-08:00

Sisters? Sisters.
Originally uploaded by emoemolay.

I love them to death.

Gotta love the family

2005-02-25T16:09:00.000-08:00

my sisters :)
Originally uploaded by KerfuffleKim.

Me, Kim, Liv and em. Arnt we sweet.

Me suprised?

2005-02-25T16:04:00.000-08:00

Val is suprised!
Originally uploaded by KerfuffleKim.

Just look at the next picture and youll find out why.

Pruz Gone Wild!

2005-02-25T16:01:00.000-08:00

Girls Gone Wild?
Originally uploaded by KerfuffleKim.

Dont you want to know? Must be something in the water......

Opening up

2005-02-03T11:05:00.000-08:00

To open up to someone....... I almost dont know the meaning of it anymore. Iv got into a habit of not opening up, becuase once when a friend would "open up" TALK about only some things ALL the time I got sick of them. Not wanting to do the same to anyone else I slowly stoped talking about things that matter. So now anytime I start to or think about opening up I dont. I can say anything and everything when I write it down. Somewhere where I know no one can read it or find it. I can say all the things that bug me, all the things that would offend people, all the things make me mad or hurt. What bugs me is when I want to say something I just want to say it right out and be blunt, I hate the feeling of being wishy washy but I cant even say it in the first place. Wish I could on blog but you just cant. That and some poeple (freaky people) read it, PRINT IT OUT and hold it against you. No wonder people dont like each other and most poeple dont like christains, beucase they act like...... that "freaky people". Sure I know you cant hold things against everyone just becuase of one person, becuase I know im a "christain" and I say "christain" becuase I know Im not perfect and I can acted like a person no one wants to be. Ok sure Im myself but am I? If I cant ever open up.......... if I cant ever tell someone how I really feel. Theres still kinda one person I can still tell ANYTHING too but, I dont want her getting sick of me so most the time I dont. I want to be happy and most the time I am........ so Ill just get over and move on.

Me and Em

2005-02-03T11:01:00.000-08:00

Val's neat hair I help create....
Originally uploaded by EmoEm.

Right before we went to Joels church. Em helped me with my hair, which I had to do just to bug Joel.

Felt like doing some happy post for a change......I wish blogs were easyer, mine just feels so boring right now. Sure I like the Black but I want different, which almost doesnt seem possible with blogs. Oh well.

Nice side view

2005-02-03T10:57:00.000-08:00

Here it is again...........
Originally uploaded by EmoEm.

Me and my Oh So Awesome Fauxhawk! To bad it doesnt last all day..... and my hair feel nasty....

Hate these feelings

2005-02-01T10:37:00.000-08:00

I want to talk, I want to write but I cant.... I hate these feelings. I thought I got all this stuff out, thought I was over it, but Im not.

"Wear me up or wear me down!"

2005-01-14T12:58:00.000-08:00

Mullet
Originally uploaded by oywidapoodles.

Found this in a hair magazine when we were looking for a hair cut for Sabrina monday night......read on (oh and this isnt that old of a magazine)

Quick-Change Cool

With short top layers, a convertible fringe and long back pieces, this cut says wear me up or wear me down! For a show-off style, direct sides back and gently flip up ends. Then use a small-diameter round brush to add height on top, brushing the finge straight up. mist with finishing spray and detail individual pieces by hand. For a fast change, brush the fringe down and smooth the crown.

Laugh away.......

Have to read

2005-01-11T10:43:00.000-08:00

Found this in my biology book last week and had to blog it.

One of the greatest causes of sensorieural deafness in teenagers and younge adults is their addiction to violent sounds of rcok music. Although the damage caused by rock music to sense the hearing is great, rock music may cause even greater damage to the mind. The pulsating jungle beat and syncopated rhythms of rock music cause a phenoemnon kown as nerve jamming, which is similar to hypnosis. A person unse the influence of the sound and beat of rock music loses conscious control of himself and is open to manipulation by the rock musicians with their messages of drugs, immorality, and violence: the listener's mind is no longer in control of his body. Prolonged exposure to rock music affects a person's subconscious mind. Listening to rock music is, therefore, morally and spiritaully harmful as well as physically and mentally damaging.

To be quite

2005-01-10T11:44:00.000-08:00

Wish I had someone to talk too right now. Even though I wouldnt know what to say. Right now I feel like I have no one. This is a good time to have a best friend, but I do. I use to be able to call her anytime but now shes going to school and by the time she gets out Im going to work. Maybe Im feeling like this because

1 Im home alone
2 All my friends are at school right now
3 All the crap that happen this weekend
4 I bet I could go on for ever but I wont

But this house just seems empty and to quite. Though Im never home anymore let alone here by myself. My life right now seems sad and quite. I dont know who to talk to really anymore, dont want to hurt anyone...again....... and for the past couple months the person Iv been talking too is........ kinda off limits I guess you could say. Though I can say I have you kim, and thanks for letting me talk to you sat night. Oh and I have this blog and even though it will never talk back and i cant ever have a conversation, that is almost a good thing right now because Im tired of hearing this world........................ just want it to end, Im just wasting my time here in this place.

Hoping for a NEW year

2005-01-08T20:54:00.000-08:00

You ever go looking for something you really dont want to find or youll know what your going to find and when you have you wish you hadnt........... but at the same time you glad you did becuase now you know for sure. Or that "thing" you go looking for you had a feeling about but you just to stupid and blind to know and relize. How could you have been so......brianless, dim-witted, thick, dense and any other word you can think to put in there. But then again you wish that you can still be.......numb to this "thing" that you didnt know but only becuase your feeling what everyone is feeling. And this "things" or many things for some people just make you want to cry and sleep untill the end of days.....

So many times lately I just wish I could go to sleep and sleep forever! Going to sleep, taking a nap use to seem to fix/help things but not anymore, doesnt matter how much I sleep things never seem better and never get better. Right now Im wishing that tomorrow wont come, when Iv been waiting for it to come all day. Its sunday, the day I always have fun.... right now its not looking that fun. I guess Iv just be to pridefull that Iv always thought Im easy going and i get along with most people and I like most people and most poeple like me. Right now it just seems like no one does or has for a long time got along with me. I feel stupid that I didnt relize this before, I feel hurt now that I see it. I feel..... something more then just hurt that Iv hurt people or even I did it without knowing. Im sorry to everyone that Iv hurt in the past year, I wish I could change things but I cant all I can do is hope this years different and thanks to everyone who has ever put up with me!
P.S. I dont know if anyone you guys read this but
liv- Im really sorry for being self absorbed all the time. It does mean so much to me sometimes when you do stuff for me. And sorry I didnt say thanks when you made it so I could go to dustins and sorry for when I dont say thanks. I know I can be such a..... hoe sometimes and Im sorry for that. I want to say this is a new year and I want to change and Ill try.. I really will liv. I also want you to know I love you so much and I never mean to hurt you but I do sorry.
em-you been my best friends sometimes I wish things wouldnt and stop getting in the way. I love you so much and Im soo sorry that I did and have been getting in the way of your friendship with nathan, Ill try to stay out of the way from here on out. I really will! that way you guys can go back to being best friends.
danielle-youv been like a sister to me and it more then just hurts me to know that I have been part of the reason that you have been hurt lately. Im sorry that I have gotten in the way of you and your brothers relationship. I never wanted that to happen or saw it happen. I will try anything to do anything to change that so it goes back to normal.
Hope you guys can for give me someday

Michael Jordan

2005-01-06T14:25:00.000-08:00

Michael Jordan freaked me out
Originally uploaded by emoemolay.

Isnt he just a hottie? (dude and tall never knew he was that tall)Or just a little freaky for Em when she woke up in the middle night.

Cake

2005-01-06T14:18:00.000-08:00

smushed
Originally uploaded by emoemolay.

Danielle's cake I think. Which ended up in a kinda food fight or just lots of smooshed cake and cookies.

You may ask "what hes doing"

2005-01-06T14:11:00.000-08:00

Aaron's water-repellent shirt
Originally uploaded by emoemolay.

Aaron and his "water/stain repellent shirt".... guess it did work, didnt get wet untill he poured water into his pocket and I slaped it.... I showed him. Laugh for the weekend.

Playin pool

2005-01-06T14:07:00.000-08:00

Playin pool
Originally uploaded by emoemolay.

Now dont we all just look so cool? More like we have no idea what we are doing. Danielle says she won, wouldnt know but I think I lost. This was in Dustins youth room, sweet room.

Dustin!

2005-01-06T14:03:00.000-08:00

Dustin!
Originally uploaded by emoemolay.

Finally there at Dustins party. Miss that guy already, whish they still lived here.

On the road again....

2005-01-06T13:52:00.000-08:00

On the road again....
Originally uploaded by emoemolay.

Took a rest stop and now getting back to the road.

Backseat Drivers

2005-01-06T13:49:00.000-08:00

Backseat Drivers
Originally uploaded by emoemolay.

Me and Em having fun on this road trip, even though I was smushed (is that a word? oh well) in the middle the whole way.

My Weekend

2005-01-06T13:23:00.000-08:00

I had a super weekend. And a good week last week. Busy the whole week and spent lots of time with friends. Had the over nighter fri night, didnt get any sleep.......... well I got 6 hours the next day/morning. Which wasted the whole next day but it was worth it. Play skip-bo and dutch blits most the night. Spent all sat night making plans to go to Dustin's. Now that was fun, road trip! It went by really fast but we did leave early sunday morning and lefted dustins around 12 the next day. Try to get some pictures on here.... dont know if itll work yet because I havent ever done it before. well Im going to try on those pictures and if it happens itll be a add on to this blog.

"6-10 in.s of snow, uh huh"

2004-12-21T18:19:00.000-08:00

Well I had a GREAT day. (sarcasim there) It started off OhK. Didnt sleep in for some reason and I havent been these couple days of christmas vaction. So I got up to early, finally em gets up and we get ready to do some final christmas..... ok so we are on our way to the mall and we get fit. Sick around for an hour dealing with all the stuff that comes with getting hit. Course this all has to happen after all the other stuff from the other car crash i was in this year is up with. My Drs just said last week i didnt have to come back anymore but course now I have to go back. But then we didnt end up going shopping then and came home. Ended up going shopping though which and got back just in time for me to get ready for work. And to top everything off I started feeling like crap before I got to work and it just got worse the longer I was there. Oh yeah and it was freaken busy becuase all the stupied people worried about the "snow storm" (which i doubt will evening happen now that everyone freaked out) so now Im tired sick, maybe going to be sore tomorrow (from the crash) and I feel bad for the girl who was left alone at work and course kevin tried to get me to work till 10 and made me feel bad that I didnt. Ok maybe my day wasnt that bad I dont have to work the rest of the week. OH yeah and its also christmas................ buh humbug

Heat of the moment

2004-12-09T19:31:00.000-08:00

Ok since my last one was kinda in the heat of the moment Im going to put this,

Young men in the same way be submissive to those who are older. All of you, Clothe yourseleves with humillity toward one another becuase,
"God opposes the proud
but gives grace to the humble."
1 Peter 5:5

"ADULTS"

2004-12-06T10:53:00.000-08:00

So people of been really getting on my nerves, mostly grownups but for all the STUPID POEPLE at work....... really dont like people when Im at work. But off the subject there "grownups" what makes them feel that they are so much better then anyone else and that they "NEVER DO ANYTHING WRONG" and us "young" people never stop doing wrong things? Ok like yesterday morning "this guy" (wont say names but sure most you know who Im talking about) goes and yells at the media team for no good reason and even if he had one he totaly went on to long about it and got to worked up about it! I was like dude whats the heck is your problem?? Got to give the media team some credit becuase they acted more like grownups then "this guy" did and me becuase I would have gone off on "this guy" like BIG TIME. It just seems like anymore that more then half the "ADULTS" are such jerks and childish people that I know of.... dont know if Im the only one who feels like that or maybe its just how people have been treating my family and what they been saying........ its almost enough to make me want to leave though i hate when people leave for reasons like that and of course would never becuase I wouldnt want to leave my friends. Ok now that I got some of that out. And thought I didnt have anything to talk about.

Been about a month

2004-12-02T11:10:00.000-08:00

Wow Im really bad at keeping this up. Doesnt seem like I ever have anything to write about on here, or maybe I just have a life so I dont need to get on here............................. naw haha now thats a laugh, me have a LIFE?
So whats been going on, well Thanksgiving was last week as everyone knows. Went to my uncle and aunts, have to say this was a better thanksgiving then I can almost ever remember. Had lots of food unlike most times and the sun even came out a little. The next day went to Danielles surprise party and it was really a surprise unlike the other one we had for her brothers. Now that was a fun party stay up really late got about..... not sure how many hours I got ask Nathan hes the one who stayed up all night. Slept most the next day and then went to Rob and Beccas. ( for the secound time the week ) didnt stay that late unlike most the times and of course the one time me and em dont stay out late my parents dont stay up and wait for us to get home. How come it always seems like that? Nothing Big happened sundah, moday just a normal mondays dont like them to much, tues did school and then went to work, wed um helped paint ems room ( yes almost done and just a little more closer to getting my own room ) went to youth group and today well did school and going to work here in a little. till next month unless I find something interesting to write about.................................................

Home again

2004-11-16T11:20:00.000-08:00

Well as most of you know Im back. It was a nice trip, have to say I had fun, even though things at my aunt house were crazy and werid. If possible maybe keep my faimly in prayers becuase their going through a tough time right now.( my aunt and her family ) Didnt end up going sight seeing, which I dont mind though it wouldnt have hurt anything if we would have. Of course got to see my grandma which was good though most the time dont know if she really knew who I was, there was times when she acted as though she did. Im glad to be home in my own room and out of the car,( Least till fri ) but work is calling........................

Going away

2004-11-11T10:46:00.000-08:00

Haven't writen in a long time.......... guess a almost a month if not more. Thought maybe I should update it then, or least post again.
Tomorrow my mom, a friend, my sisters and myself are going to go visite my grandma at my aunts. my aunt lives near D.C. so its going to be around 9 hour trip..... oh joy. ( pray for me ) Hopefully it wont be that bad of a trip or a visite. If my cuz hasnt got a job yet ( which I dont think she has ) I think shell hang out with us and maybe take us sight seeing. Dont know how much fun sight seeing will be becuase I havent dont that since like that last time i was in D.C. but anything you do with my family usually you end up going shopping and thats always fun.
Dont know what to think about going and seeing my grandma becuase this could be last time I ever see her or least not till spring. Iv mostly gotten over being all sad that to might leave us soon becuase hey we all have to leave at some time or another. Sometimes I hope I never live that long becuase I really dont want to get old.
We are coming back moday so we wont be gone for that long...................... dont miss me too much now.

I got nothing

2004-10-25T11:31:00.000-07:00

To let all you people who havent figured this out........ I dont post a lot. Fact I post about once a week. (oops missed last week) Thats if I have anything I feel like talking about and right now................ I have nothing new becuase my life isnt that interesting and theres nothing big happening in my life to talk about so thats it for now......................
But for Im sick of stupied people saying "Im voting beaucase anyone it better the Prestident Bush"
Oh and I cant wait for retreat!

Wondering

2004-10-12T09:21:00.000-07:00

When people put there enters in there blog does it make it easy? Is it faster to read or something? Because I dont does it make me not a true blogger? Or is it just all my thoughts are more confusing for all you stupid people out there? Not that anyone has complained YET, I just notice that a lot of other people do that.

Anyways maybe Ill start doing it now.

Everyone has been talking about how good sunday night was and everything but one thing Im wondering about is anyone going to do anything about it? Or are we going to do what we always seem to do, sit on our butts and let the same people do everything. We are always are all hyped and everything even a couple days after things like that but things never seem to change.

Another thing Iv been wondering is when this years up for me, when I graduate what am I going to do after that (when I "graduate" from the youth group) .......at church I dont relate really to any of the grown ups let alone I have little respect for most of them anymore. I do respect them becuase I was brought up to respect grown ups but other then that I have none for them. Rob and becca are doing a great job on starting the college group and all but thats only one night a week and I think wed nights will be boring with the grown ups.........now I dont wonder why my brother ever left, if I was him I might have even left sooner. Dont seem like I have much to look forward to with growing up......

Why oh why......

2004-10-08T07:26:00.000-07:00

Tell me this, why does church come before family? Not to bad smack the church or anything......... what Im really talking about is my family. Why do my parents always make church stuff come before us? ( us- me/family but mostly me becuase this is MY blog ) Bet theres a lot of you out there that might feel the same way but I feel this almost everyday. Should I feel bad that i feel like this? But isnt it said something like, God, family and THEN church? Or maybe Im just getting it wrong...............

Who doesn't hate mondays?

2004-10-05T09:38:00.000-07:00

Sorry to all you people who find the time to bother reading my blog that I havent up dated this ALL weekend. Maybe I just didnt feel like bothering to get on and post anything or maybe I didnt have time since I have a life.......................... either way Im getting around to it now. Thanks to all you who I guess read it for some odd reason. ( though I do now understand, becuase my life isnt all that interesting) What has happen since my last blog....... I dont know becuase i cant even remember when the last time I did blog. I did have a busy weekend, sat. was point less though. Clean our stupied pool for like 3 freaken hours, then had a wedding that was an hour and half away which we ended up missing, ( because stupid man think they dont need directions! ) didnt even eat their and then came home. Rest of the weekend i spent most the time with friends. Yesterday, well lets say I hate mondays, but who doesnt? Had to work, which wasnt to bad. Kevin said I must be a miracle becuase I havent ever been to the hostpital for myself and never needed a shot. Oh yeah and the old guy came and flirted with all us girls AGAIN! ew. Ok I might blog in the next couple days but cant pormise anything..........

Who reads these?

2004-09-29T13:00:00.000-07:00

Now who really reads these tell me this? friends and some stranger that comes across it because their bored out of their mind? if your so bored to even bother reading this then ill give you some advice.......... get off your butt go outside and find something else to do nerd, or maybe even get a job. but then you might ask why am i writing or even on....... guess im just like you dont have a life and got nothing better to do online. if you even bother looking at a blogger that often youll find out i dont post that often and mine it quite boring but oh well. i was talk into getting a blog instead of a xanga, so i really dont know how to do anything on here. ( i hear xangas are a lot easyer for us girls, maybe becuase we are stupid but oh well ) but since you are taking the time and reading maybe i should write about something..... lets see.... anything interesting going on, nope not really. same old same, school work school and work again. got done finally with drives ed last fri. so now i can go and get my licenses, sometime....... in the future. doesnt mean though i can just drive everyone around all the time becuase that would take a car and if i had a car would take gas. but it for now ill maybe kinda keep you posted...

Thanks

2004-09-21T09:26:00.000-07:00

Thanks you everyone for praying for my Grandma she seems to be doing better now... shes awake which they thought she wouldnt and she eatting which they thought she wouldnt and shes even talking a little. Talk to for like 2 seconds on the phone but she answer me kinda when I asked her stuff. I dont know how much time she has left but im just glad that my mom is getting to see her and that she has a little more time to say "bye" to all of us. Though i had to get off the phone with my mom becuase my grandma wasnt feeling good, Im just glad that i got to talk to her the today.

Things change so fast

2004-09-17T19:42:00.000-07:00

dont know if anyone has my blog or if anyone one will read this but i feel like writing right now. ( though i thought i might never really get around to using my blog.) um right now my grandma is in the hospital, its the 3rd time in over a year. dont know how long she will last this time, though they said that last time too and she came out fine. crazt how things can change over night. i mean just last night my mom was talking about how she needs to give my grandma a call ( becuase she staying with some family right now out of state ) and she never got around to it that i know of. i thought it was no biggy becuase she could give her a call anytime, right? but then today my aunt called and told us that they took my grandma into the hospital this morning. i mean it was just the other day my aunt said that my grandma seem she was doing better, even though the only reason she was staying alive was becuase all the drugs she was taking. guess theres bleeding in my grandmas head which is causing her to have secures. i really havent thought much about her dying becuase i mean if its Gods time its Gods time theres nothing we can do about it. just seems sad that she has to go through this but again shes out of it/ unconscious right now. but yeah not to sounds to much like a drag, if your someone i know well then ill ask you to pray for my family right now and pray that Gods will will be done and for peace for all my family right now also. because i dont know how anyone else is taking it and my aunt didnt sound like she was taking it all that well. it all just seems sad right now....................................

blah

2004-09-12T18:47:00.000-07:00

just posting so i can view, while i mess around trying to figure things out.